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 hi readers, ive officially moved out of my home at 15 years old.  last winter i spent 3 months in a residential treatment facility for substance abuse. my relationship with my parents has always been rough but i don't know, after rehab things were different to say the least. i had gone missing 6 times previously and i suppose I've come to a realization, i need to get my shit together.  i left home because after all these years ive began to feel like a burden on my parents, financially, mentally, all of it. i think its best i travel and find myself.  when im 18 i want to join the peace corps, but until then i think its best i focus on myself and my recovery. as a person, as a whole.  ill be documenting my time away on here so stay tuned :) much love, cody
 hey readers, it's been a while. I hope you didn't miss me too much. ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’— Let's see... what is going on in my life. Well, my freshman year is almost over and my grades aren't looking too rough. We have about 31 days left till summer and that means like 2-3 weeks for me to stop failing English. I really need an extra credit assignment but I emailed my teacher and she never responded, but she isn't here today either so yk she's probably sick.  I'm moving back home this summer, and hopefully, we won't ever move away again. What an interesting experience, spending just one year at this school, and in this hellhole town, and almost immediately moving back. My laptop has a virus I think, probably from all of the pirating sites I use. But hey, I can't afford every streaming service.  I'm really excited to move back home, I miss my friends, the beach, and especially my boyfriend. He's an angel and I feel so bad for leaving him there, even though it w
 Readers, my crush smiled at me today, and i think maybe everything is right in the world now. I’m screaming
 Readers i think there’s something wrong with me,  no matter where I go or who I’m friends with, I always end up being the center of some horrible drama or controversy. I don’t like it, and I really try to stay neutral and unproblematic but maybe it’s just my personality. Maybe I’m cursed to suck or something. I honestly thought that I would have at least until sophomore year before something insane occurs but nope. I think I’m a ladybug sometimes… I hold all the bad luck for everyone else. idk.  Day two of roadtrip :)! In San Luis Obispo today. We go home tomorrow. We’re staying in this weird brutalist hotel, looks a little prison-y looks a little office-y Love u  - joshy
 hi readers, I’m on a road trip today :) the boy i like is getting suspicious ๐Ÿคจ not good for me ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹ yesterday i thrifted an ORIGINAL PAUL FRANK HOODIE. for ONLY 12 DOLLARS??? literally crayzee ๐Ÿ’“ kk bye guys ilysm  - joshy 
 to the couple doing hard drugs in the chop stop bathroom, it’s 11:00 am, please. just order a salad. ๐Ÿฅ— I ordered the garlic chop, it was very enjoyable. 

long time no talk!

 This boy in my English class is so unfunny but he’s so cute and nice i can’t help but laugh at his jokes but then i feel cringe for laughing at unfunny jokes